Just call me CHIE.

if i said simple, i know many would disagree. i have many flaws in life that i really want to get rid of makes me who i am today. some may tell you that I’m smart, typically because I’m an honor student, but if you compare me to other people in the world, it must be that half of it are more brighter than me. some may tell you that I’m pretty, but heck, even i don’t believe in it. i really love my eyes and the way i smile, but maybe, that’s it. I’m not really someone you would put in the catwalk, though I’ve been there once in a while. some may say I’m gorgeously brilliant with technology, well, maybe i am. and i love this part about me. some might also say that I’m so totally kind, because i just can’t say no to people, especially to those who’ve been kind to me since forever. and i owe my life for each and everyone of them. who are they? i just need to ask myself first.

i ain’t gonna be saying I’m a nobody, i just don’t know how to define or express myself in my own words, because there is always someone who is going to deny it. it’s just the way life is for me, and I’m used to it. so heck with those nonsense. look at my inner beauty, you might find something shiny, or something really dull. i don’t know and i don’t care. I’m here and there’s nothing you can do about it even if it kills me.

I’ve been saying this over and over again. i love blue. i just can’t take my head of blue. if you say pink i’d say blue. i just can’t stand being around to many dark corners. i know a lot loves them but i just don’t. and i can’t do anything about it either. whenever it’s mine I’m gonna do all the things i want with it without your permission. my world, my rules.

yeah, and I’ve been going around for different reasons. i play badminton. i still wanna play in band. i wanna do lots of things. i keep my nails long, i write stories eve if i don’t finish them, and i love nihon culture. it drives me crazy. all thanks to my otaku friends. I’ve been one of them, yes, but i quit recently and i can’t do anything about it. I’m a busy girl with all these weird ideas in my brain that keeps me in the wee hours of the night. i think of something then when i decided that i can’t finish it, i’ll quit. i do. nothing i can do about that too. it’s in my nature.

photo editing and web designing is my hobby. since technology was revealed to me by fate when i was in grade 4, i couldn’t get out of it. my grades slipped down because of it but i never regretted. I’m not really sure what it will do me in the future but i won’t back down whatever fate makes with me, because i designed it in the first place, and the aftermaths are up to me, even though i wouldn’t know what to do. thanks to the loving persons beside me, always there to support me.

i love music. i love to sing. i love to dance. but some people don’t really know real talent. i pity those who has them but don’t really know how to use them. or simply, don’t know their talent. i know. because I’m one of them.

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