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yey. after almost a week of not updating i finally got some news.
first, yes. the new theme. i felt the old one was old. even though it havent turned a month yet i just felt like changing themes. and now i really like it, especially that it features my uber handsome husband, Jun Matsumoto. until now i haven’t seen the hana yori dango finale because i don’t have the time. but God knows how i am looking for a loophole on my schedule for it. haha. i still am not done with some things here, but i’ll do my best to really finish the theme by the end of the week. i haven’t got a real rest since last week. we had the weekdays full and had a make-up class on saturday. gosh it was really so tiring. i ended up not attending the Sunday practice to get some rest.
i finally had the guts to send my letter to mr. carcueva to join the yearbook staff as a layout artist. silly, yes, but i wanted to hang out with my friends there. i made an application letter as with the requirements, and boy did that take me to my memories. i remembered when i was in division. it was my first time to have a chance to join a contest out of school and it was about Best in Layout through PhotoJournalism. but it was unsuccessful, as my co-worker got ahead of me and got the prize instead of me. haha. i cried hard that day. but now that i think of it, i still do hate my co-worker for it. haha.
wordpress 2.6 finally arrives! yay. got upgraded just minutes ago. if you ask me how just use the autoupgrade plugin. got upgraded in minutes. i got to say. i like 2.6 better.

about him. i just learned something new about him. something i never would have thought of, and now i am disgusted at him, for everything he had done. know why below. login or register first.

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i don’t know where my life, or love life at that matter, is headed for now but i won’t mind anymore. i’ll just focus more on my studies. it’s something that’ll do me better than those love bugs.

oh, and by the way. tomorrow will be our cooking day for Nutrition Month. i’ll be stepping in on dessert. i’ll post pictures by then. for now, i need to go and prepare my things. hopefully, if i can remember, i’ll just bloghop afterwards. before fatigue gets to me.

[EDIT] gomen. i forgot to enable registering. so anyway, i did already. if you still want to read, just register. :47:[/EDIT]

i just wanna share this recent fray that goes about in my mind. i just want to get rid of it all, so that i can have a peace of mind. this was my conversation with sis sheryl last weekend. some content removed. taglish. register to read but drop by the tagboard before you do. i’ll be extra careful with this one, because someone knows how to get here, and someone that i don’t really like to be around here.

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please don't think of me bad because of it, because i really didn't mean to go way over there. and i guess i really am ashamed because of it. until now he still is purposely not trying to notice, so i guess i'm pretty mad at him, but i feel otherwise as well. i don't know.
i didn't take classes today, because i felt sick, and of course i'll take this time to do my old routine. i miss everyone. i even thought to myself i didn't take class in purpose to not see him, (i mean i can’t prevent that). but i don’t know. right now, i’m thinking, if i be gone for one day, what would they do? what would they think of? but i guess they really wouldn’t care. i’m just an annoying speck in their lives. i’m really just going to forget it all, get on my grades and take up my responsibilities. i won’t slack of my time with nonsense things like that, and i’m certainly not going to do the same ever again. i’ll become invisible and hopefully i can just forget the feelings. just move on.

btw, i checked my cpanels latest visitors today, and i was amazed at the people who keep looking at my stylesheet. but no matter. i don’t mind anymore.