i just wanna share this recent fray that goes about in my mind. i just want to get rid of it all, so that i can have a peace of mind. this was my conversation with sis sheryl last weekend. some content removed. taglish. register to read but drop by the tagboard before you do. i’ll be extra careful with this one, because someone knows how to get here, and someone that i don’t really like to be around here.

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please don't think of me bad because of it, because i really didn't mean to go way over there. and i guess i really am ashamed because of it. until now he still is purposely not trying to notice, so i guess i'm pretty mad at him, but i feel otherwise as well. i don't know.
i didn't take classes today, because i felt sick, and of course i'll take this time to do my old routine. i miss everyone. i even thought to myself i didn't take class in purpose to not see him, (i mean i can’t prevent that). but i don’t know. right now, i’m thinking, if i be gone for one day, what would they do? what would they think of? but i guess they really wouldn’t care. i’m just an annoying speck in their lives. i’m really just going to forget it all, get on my grades and take up my responsibilities. i won’t slack of my time with nonsense things like that, and i’m certainly not going to do the same ever again. i’ll become invisible and hopefully i can just forget the feelings. just move on.

btw, i checked my cpanels latest visitors today, and i was amazed at the people who keep looking at my stylesheet. but no matter. i don’t mind anymore.